The feeling is lost on me, I can assure you on that
A hundred different ways your voice could tell me
It will not get through, this way, that way, or another
That feeling is one I just cannot cherish.
It’s tiresome, it aches in joints not used to holding still
It’s an all over pain that does not cease, for a lifetime it seems
Anything but that feeling, would be a pleasure in comparison
That feeling without you, that feeling with you does not change.
You’re in my life for one reason or another
Granted, you have not been there long
But now that you’re here
Do I want to risk not having you?
I do not know if you’re for me, though I seem to be for you
I’m worried and scared, my mind feels ill with uncertainty
This feeling… I just don’t know
I just don’t know…
But I think I am fine with that.